I've begun to question everything now, everything I feel inside, who I am, where I'm going, and if I'm to wander alone.. I wonder if your still with me, as you seem to want to fade into the distance as I question everything, if I meant something to you...


I know what I want, but it doesn't matter, I question if its even right, if I should bother? if I should just lay down and die..


I shift through the shadows of my own soul, lay my sins out, and try to bleed myself clean, as I question everything, if I mean anything anymore, if I exist, or if I could continue on if you should fade, am I nothing more than a memory? Just someone's dream gone bad? Nothing more than a shadow in the darkest corners of your heart?


I wait for an answer as my heart bleeds, I wait for you to tell me, if I mean anything, if I can ever, if I have found what I was seeking, or if I never will.